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temari9100
Dean
Artist | Student | Varied
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I believe in a world that's fair where everyone should love everyone equally. I am a LGBT supporter, and I am part of the LGBT community. Don't label a person for what they are. Love them for everything they can be.


My lovely darling girlfriend: :iconkerushie:
Check out my best friend's page too! :iconblackrose66nz:

My instagram----> instagram.com/reckless.stars

"The future has no place to go but the end, where a new beginning starts."
"Everything you can imagine is real."
-- Pablo Picasso
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Tired.
His eyes blinked a few times and then he sighed. The sound broke the silence in the room, slowly penetrating every corner of the room before the stillness overtook the air in one foul swoop. Simple and easy. But silence can be broken, shatter like glass. Thin and frail, the smallest of sounds could crack it and pieces will fly everywhere, disintegrating with the noise.
Red against the cool dirt filled whiteness of the floor, like blood staining a brand new blouse. It bled onto the hardness of winter, the cold brushing his back. The cold, barely something he felt anymore. His body, now white and marble, matches the coolness that burnt the floor.
The only thing that makes this blankness less hateful cries in vibrant colors. The rest, black and white, the open eyes full of nothing, but yet flooded with everything.
Oh woe is me, the silence screams.
He heard it, the deafening sound of silence. It was so loud, his ears betray him to hear static. Soft fizzles and gentle hisses. Outside of this empty vessel, there is breath. But nothing else. Cool flakes of wet coldness touch the skin, fluttering by with gentle touches.
Another sigh from his lips shatter the silence, ripping it once more only to let it fall back into the devastating deafness.
He wants to sleep. He wants the vibrant red to disappear, the colors of black and grey over take him, and suck him into nothingness.
Fake smiles and powered happiness; the concoction to perfection.
Was he one to truly admit this? Perhaps not, infectious hatred and perhaps less that symmetrical lies rip a soft line to let in the insecurities of love and hate. Good and evil. Happiness is only a lie, some asymmetrical broken thing used to lure others into oneself. What is there to truly live for, and what not to die for. Why are they made? Lies, deception and blackness.
Oh the blackness, it slowly brushes over, killing any color, making it dissipate into untold truths and broken lies. Oh jealous he was of such things. So easily over taken, the blackness took him. But the white always comes back to brush over him, drawing him back to the lovely lies, the asymmetrical smiles. Morning always comes after the night to pull the blackness he so easily embraces back into the shadows.
The words are like pain, slowly taking him down into the spectacular lie that he can live in for only so long. Deep and hurtful, but lifting; like soft white wings fluttering to momentarily lift him into the arms of love. He stains these wings red, and time and time again, the hands pull him back and wipe away the red. Soft and gentle, sugar coated lies are yet again brushed past his ears and the vibrant red yet again over takes the air, breaking his heart as he smiles at himself, seeing but a frown in the mirror.
His reflection is a lie; a pretty, yet petty lie.
The eyes close down upon the sugary words that keep passing him by; breaking it into nothing but salty water, over floating and starving. Suffocating.
The red can flow again, he is alone. The arms can't pull him back into that warm, soft embrace that makes the lies transparent, turning them into truths. Mistakes are brought to light, but hate dims the light, making mistakes reality. Making mistakes the utter and complete truth.
He hates it, this false sense of gentleness. Its dark, and untrue. He would rather the dark and not the light.
His eyes fall closed and hes asleep. Floating in darkness, the deafening silence wraps around him, and pulled at his heart, his very core. Breaking him into bits, and into his own little piece of truth.
Hes tired. Hes going to sleep now, away from them. Away from the arms. Away from anything but himself.
Blue by temari9100
Blue
+You were red
         and you liked me
                  'cause I was blue+


(Original work. Inspired by Halsey)


Done with alcohol, non toxic ink markers
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As you all know, I started the comic I'm The Lucky One for Snace. well I am please to announce I'm going to put up new pages! There will be a drastic change in art style, and i apologize for that BUT, I hope you will all enjoy my newest pages. It is long after due.
I would also like to say that although I don't put up much art, I have been going on in my life, college and such, doing art. I haven';t given up! I'm just not advanced in technological art. But I digress.

As you all know, I've recently changed a lot of stuff to be different on my account here. I've changed my name from "mari" to Dean because I've become a completely new person..... And I hope its for the better.

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Yo, thanks for fave!
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Thanks for the fav! ( ❛ ڡ ❛ )❤
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thanks for the llama, you can watch me if you want ^^
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Hi! wanna join my group plz? it's called Anti-Illuminati-01. anti-illuminati-01.deviantart.…
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Taggedness nee-chan! [link]
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egyptice Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fav *-*
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Thanks for the fav~! :heart:
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Thanks for faving my brave little toaster cube ^_^
and nice gallery :)
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Thanks for the fav :]
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thx 4 the fav^^
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AlptraumPro Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey!
Thanks so much for the :+fav:!
We really appreciated it! :heart:
~AP
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LOLOLOLOL your webcam xD
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AlcmenaMadButterfly Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot for the fave ^_^
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AdeManx Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh now you give me a llama badge >> psh...loljk thanks! <33
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Thanks for the favourite :heart:
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Thanks for the Fave :D
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Thanks for the fave on 'We Are'!
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Hello! Thank you for favoriting my picture ^^
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Kiriban c:

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FlareKoshiru Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I missed it by 1! >.<
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atonementt Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2011  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch :)
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thanks a lot for the fav on our MLP cosplays! <3
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